Tuesday, August 09, 2005 @ 6:15 PM

hmmmx..

was damn worked up yesterday larhhx. about the whole bitchy matter. see below and previous post for more clues?

yesterday-
did some lame lame LAME stuff during the whole blardie national day celebration. its damn siian can. SO HOT SOMEMORE. and we were standing throughout larhhx. including that stoopid speech.

den after that 'celebration'. went back class. did some break record thingy. draw and decorate the hand larhhx. mine was damn shit can. what to say anyway. HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE ONLY WHAT. but i wrote mine in english chinese and JAP!!!

lalalas`

den we did some poem thingy larhhx. mine and nerines were lykk two stencils which is lykk eight lines only larhhx. and nerine drew a flag. TADAHH~* done. lols

den we decccorated our board. the whiteboard in class. under MR TAYS SUGGESTION. hehes. DAMN FUN!!!! wrote happy birthday in jap again. on the board. hehes. MY VERY OWN PROUD AND JOY. i think it looks jap larhhx. hehes. then shirley added love singapore. so it became
-singapore i love you!!! HAPPY BIRTHEDAY. best wishes- something lykk that larhhx.

took lotx of photos. of the board larhhx. hehes. mr alfred goh came and took class picture. den played around. and disturd marcus with the cam XP hehes. and he and shu confirm have something going on larhhx. lykk what the hell.

school ended. went central with jiali nerine cheryl and shu. ate macs cos all of us were HUNGRY. den met up with sel who had piano exams earlier. cheryl left cos her mummy came halfway. we wanted to play arcade. but the stoopid woman dun allow:( cos me jiali and shu were in school skirt.

den went bbs. hehes. bought boards fer the banner thingy. den went KFC to play cards. DONKEY AND HAPPY FAMILY. LOL. thats how lame and siian we are. den we play murderer and detective. den we got -something- which affects one's mood in a way or another. didnt have the mood to continue laming around so went home.

SEL came to my place to do the banner. for silver. whose fanclub kindly gave us tix.

joey had tuition. so asked huimin to join us. we were lykk damn late. took mrt to newton den took a cab to reception

collected our tix there and waited. GOSH. damn siian can. siian until i did my tuition hwX) hehes. waited and waited and waited. den they finally let us in. found a sit and waited for the whole recording. was DAMN TIRED judging from the fact that i slept at lykk 2+ and woke up at 4+?

slept during the recording. cos really cannot tahan lerhh. sel was laughing lykk siiao larhhx. lykk what the. aiyah. i hate the recording can. it totally suck larhhx. why cant they make it LIVE lykk SI? den keep ng-ing. 11.30 den the recording end can.

and gosh larhhx. shi xin hui scored the highest this week. highest girl till now. 41.5. and silver got the lowest

huimin's dad took us home. WAH SEH~ thanks alot man huimin's dad. cos i was really DAMN tired. slept throughout the whole entire journey. reached home around 12.30. maid nagged at me. DAMN HENG lorhhx. lucky my mother not in singapore. or my mother will start her dreadful nagging AGAIN. shower den slept.

woke up this morning. did tuition homework. den went for tuition. i was DAMN tired larhhx. almost slept infront of teacher. den went home. watch my DEAR KUNDA on poyans NAN DING GU ERR. AHHHH~ almost died laughing and crying.

took a much needed nap. and now watching NDP.

hehes. damn siian can.

hmmx. about what happen. i'm just quite upset to say that i'm scared that the whole thing went way way wrong. and now. everybody's lykk trying to thing of some things to solve this prob but unfortunately. we cant cos

1)there;s no way to solve this matter till the whole blardie things over.

2) we have absolutely no faith no trust no hope.

3) we simply just dont uderstand youu as thats what you think

4) you hide thing from us

5) your actions are simply just a discouragement

6) what you say are lykk either half-way there OR just a lie.

7) the things you do are un-explainable

8) you continue lying. even to those we still trust you

9) after all this you still dont want to explain yourself.

10) we gave you chances. but you refused them. you lied to us. STRAIGHT IN THE EYE.

11) and you refused to belive that you're in the wrong,

12)you tell us that you're guilty. but somehow. all cant sense it

13) ask yourself. are you apologetic?

bet that you'll never think we'll make all this so jue. but we too didnt expect that you could be so jue. be so feeling-less. acceptance.... i know realised that its a really BIGG matter. what right you have to ask for an explanation larhhx. its lykk we didnt even ask you for one. when the whole problem is with you larhhx. yes. indeed everything went wrong. from thw moment you talk to him onwards. everything went WRONG.

one things always lead to another. the state now is not cause by just ONE thing you did. its the sum for what you did. trust is not easy to gain back. you know that yourself. then in the beggining why do something that you know will break the bond. it not that we dont treat you as a friend. but have you ever think of what we'll feel? i hope if you read this you'll understand bahhx.

Tuesday, August 09, 2005 @ 6:15 PM

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